Friday, May 27, 2011

Blood Wedding Journal 7

Dear Diary,

I am to be wed tomorrow.  I am of mixed feelings.  It is too late to turn back now.  I know I'm beautiful, why do they keep telling me?  WHY!?  That Leonardo man came by again... he should not have been invited.  He's going to tell the bridegroom of our past I know it.  Why does he snoop around on his damned horse?  Already there is so much hate between them.  Its like I have no control.  With my consent for marriage, I was unaware I would have to just sit here and be bossed around by everyone.  But it's too late to turn back now.  Poor bridegroom isn't even that great.  Why did I say yes to him?  I feel so....contained.  I wish I was out.  Out of this marriage that puts me in the box with the walls.  And such a big wedding!  So many people, can't turn back now.  I will be wed, and I will be bossed around.  This is a big step. 

-Bride

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